An Unspoken Understanding -- by duct-TAPE-damsel, literature
Literature
An Unspoken Understanding --
An Unspoken Understanding --
It’s been a really long time. I can’t remember the last time our eyes met and I was happy. I know I force a smile and do my best to appear content, but that is the farthest from the truth. It is the way your eyes always look sad, the scratches on your face, and the way you avoid eye-contact that speaks the loudest. You’re unhappy and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it, no matter how much I try. I stand there, wondering what changes I could make to aid in this struggle for the next rung of happiness. I find myself planted in the same spot for minutes at a time, just thinking. What can
Silence. It lingered in the air for a good while, as they all stared back and forth, unaware of who should speak first. Personally though, I remember seeing my father open his mouth and shut it again when my mother touched his hand. I remember the look on my little brother's face when he heard the news. Thankfully though, when the clock rang out its metallic tune the silence was broken and everyone felt as though it was time to get the conversation started.
"When did you know?"
I had always known, always. No doubt had rushed through my mind in the least. It wasn't exactly something the rest of the family hadn't seen. They all knew it, but i
I love you too darling. by duct-TAPE-damsel, literature
Literature
I love you too darling.
The sound of serene silence was broken by a loud knock on the door. Though of course the only thing that would follow that kind of noise at three in the morning was a drunken giggle.
A sigh left the young girls lips as she slowly pulled her slim frame from the bed and walked sleepily to the door of her apartment.
Once the door was opened light cast upon her tiny frame. Her milky white complexion shone brightly against her natural black hair which was mildly messed up from tossing in her sleep. Though, once her half lidded eyes caught the look on her best friends face she slowly extended a hand as the light gleam of frustration was wiped
Excuse me, but who are you? by duct-TAPE-damsel, literature
Literature
Excuse me, but who are you?
And there it was, in plain view. Everyone could see it, but half of them didnt want to believe it. Her lips on his. His lips on hers. Oh sweetie, it takes two to tango.
Christina! A males voice screamed, well, slurred, as he stood up, chasing after the girl that was rushing away. He pretty much ignored the squeals of protest from the little whore that was just straddling his lap. And even in his drunken state he seemed to notice what he had done was wrong, now if he would remember it in the morning that was another story.
Go away. She muttered, tears slipping down her face. Her sober face. Shed defi
The tree looked beautiful as ever. Decked out in different colored lights and ornaments hanging from the limbs. No tinsle though, the cat might swallow that. It looked just like it always had. It was always beautiful at his house this time of the year. People gathered about. Everyone was in a good mood. For the first time in a long time. Not many people drank, simply because they wanted to remember the night.
Can I have your attention? One of the guests, or actually, it seemed as if this was the host, asked defiantly, and not too long after the crowd settled and fell silent.
Thank you. He said softly, brushing his da
Her eyes stared into the mirror, two hallow blue orbs peering into the endless nothingness that was her own eyes. She bit down hard on her pale lip, her hands touching the soft white fabric that covered her hips and whole body. She let a faint smile show through as she let tears fall, streaks of salty liquid staining her pale cheeks.
Terra? A voice called from behind her and she looked up from her own eyes in the mirror to see her best friend standing behind her, her hand hovering inches from her shoulder. Whats going on sweetie? Her tanned hand finally came in contact with her friends cold white skin. Loo
I CANT BELIEVE YOU! He screamed, looking at his wife as she moved swiftly about the kitchen, trying to hide the tears in her eyes. She did this anytime she was upset, starting to obsessively clean. No matter if the kitchen was clean or dirty.
I didnt do anything Rod. She said calmly. This fight was pointless. They always fought about money. It was the only thing they fought about these days. She chewed on her bottom lip and the inside of her cheek, a nervous habit.
YOU He trailed off, muttering a little to himself. He looked up to see his wife had stopped moving. She stared at him, her hands o
An Unspoken Understanding -- by duct-TAPE-damsel, literature
Literature
An Unspoken Understanding --
An Unspoken Understanding --
It’s been a really long time. I can’t remember the last time our eyes met and I was happy. I know I force a smile and do my best to appear content, but that is the farthest from the truth. It is the way your eyes always look sad, the scratches on your face, and the way you avoid eye-contact that speaks the loudest. You’re unhappy and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it, no matter how much I try. I stand there, wondering what changes I could make to aid in this struggle for the next rung of happiness. I find myself planted in the same spot for minutes at a time, just thinking. What can
Silence. It lingered in the air for a good while, as they all stared back and forth, unaware of who should speak first. Personally though, I remember seeing my father open his mouth and shut it again when my mother touched his hand. I remember the look on my little brother's face when he heard the news. Thankfully though, when the clock rang out its metallic tune the silence was broken and everyone felt as though it was time to get the conversation started.
"When did you know?"
I had always known, always. No doubt had rushed through my mind in the least. It wasn't exactly something the rest of the family hadn't seen. They all knew it, but i
Her fist clenched, knuckles white, and little crescent shapes on her palm from her fingernails. Her eyes watered but she refused, with all her might, to let them spill over the brim. Those same eyes stared straight ahead, at the man infront of her.
How dare you? She demanded, her body trembling with sadness and anger. Shaking her head, sending her choppy brunette hair flying around. I cant believe you.
His eyes stared at her, almost in fear, but more in sorrow. He knew he had done wrong but there was nothing he could do to save it now. Im sorry. He whispered gently, as if it would put a bandag
You had your plans. I had my dream.
The words flowed from the speaker with such a power she almost thought her heart had jumped out of her chest and become a D.J. She glared at the radio, screaming into her pillow a minute later as tears made artwork of mascara, using her cheek as a canvas.
Her eyes, big, blue, and watery stared at the ceiling above her, tears blurring her vision. Her pale hand came up and brushed a strand of dark blonde hair away from her eyes, acting as if it was irritating the iris and causing the tears.
When she couldnt even convince that to herself she let down all her barriers and just cried her hea
I could never live without you by duct-TAPE-damsel, literature
Literature
I could never live without you
"I could never live without you."
He said is so lightly, so gently that she believed every word. He told her that on their wedding night, and now, eighty four years old and happy as ever.
She was ill. A form of cancer had nested itself in her spinal cord, making it almost inoperable. Tears came to her eyes as she stared at the ceiling, remembering that night. They were so young, and so in love. But the only part of that that had changed, was their age. They were so in love and they both knew it.
He had left moments before as he overtired nurse spoke that it was the end of visiting hours over the phone. Oh how she wished he could stay. But
Uh, hi again. Been forever, huh? I'm not even 100% sure who I am writing to. Probably just talking to myself.
Anyway, I'm looking back at my other works and I realized just how...sad I was.
It's upsetting to me to see how upset I was. But at least, I'm better now.
I don't know if any of my...watchers(?) still watch this, but...expect more from little ol' me.
Two years?
Really. Two.
I don't even know what to say.
I guess writing and I kind of had a falling out, only I'm working on something new.
so, if anyone out there still reads my stuff, or has glanced at it from time to time, to see if I update. Or are getting an alert about this journal, keep an eye out.
I've been on and off the site recently.
And then I stopped and went.
Hey, why not?
So I wrote something. It actually felt really good.
Glad I'm back?
Haha, well I assume you guys didnt miss me too much, but its good to be back.
Liberating huh?
Leave me comments.
Muah!
-Zibby
I am proud of you. I can't wait to read the next book you are pulished in. You truly do write beautifully. Maybe one day pictures can be added to something that's not so sad. Love muffles......